It was scrubs season finale, and cox was listening to his ex-wife ramble about meeting someone else that day. His answer to that went something like this: "What? another narcissistic self hating guy?". Guess he was talking about himself. Wonder if it applies to myself?
The book I read (yeah, the book again - geez, get a life) mentioned something about ADDers being narcissists. Seemingly narcissistic they say. Agree? dunno. Maybe not. Then again, maybe yes
I find that I do think a lot about myself: what I did or will do, or am doing. How I look, how I performed (in bed and everywhere else :) ). Sometimes I'm pleased with myself. But sometimes when I'm pleased with myself, I hate myself for being pleased with myself. Then at times when I'm not pleased with myself, guess what? I hate myself. Yeah, I know, I'm a piece of work. My wife told me that a long time ago. Don't worry, I don't hate myself enough to kill myself. I still love me. Very much.
When it comes to listening tho, I find that although I do have trouble concentrating sometimes, or even maintaining eye contact with my friends, I do listen to people's problems a lot. Then again, that's probably just being nosy. But I also suppose that's being the sensitive ADD dude. God. ADD is confusing.
Thank God, through all this mess that I'm in, I have my wife by my side. FEELS GOOOOOOD. :)
