Friday, March 18, 2005

TVtrix

The matrix. Good movie. Well, at least the first movie was. The other two might as well have been shot in Japanese. Couldn't understand a thing.

Watching the movie makes you think (doesn't it?), and this is what I 'lamented':

If the real world is scorched earth- with humans living underground closer to the core, and the imaginary world is as it is now, then what's your choice?

Think about it carefully. You might end up agreeing with Cypher (the jack-ass traitor in the movie). Then again, you might wanna be like a superhero Neo - Doing his Superman thing. AND bringing back the dead. Now that's creeeepy...

My choice would be.... hmmm... good question.... dunno la.... will get back to this when i finish the last of the trilogy.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Anger Management

Anger.

!%#%^#%&^*&*^@$^$%$#! courses thru my veins. Breathing becomes labored. Adrenaline kicks in - Muscles feel tense, then tired.

I was lied to today. By my own boss. Can't believe it. They say cholerics are manipulative. I just didn't know how much. That is, not until today. Damn.

Used to be this little timid kid whom anyone can beat the crap out of - and i still wouldn't complain. Not anymore. I've learnt my lesson the torturous, long, and hard way. That's right Asyraf, don't keep it bottled up in you. You'll burst like an overfilled balloon. Happened to you before didn't it?

I confronted the man, and told him I wasn't too happy with what he'd done. He was holding his flip-phone to his ear, in the midst of a call. I just didn't care. Had to get this out or it'd kill me.

"Saya main-main je tu tadi" (I was just playing you back there) he said, smilling sheepishly, handphone still to his ear. Do you really want the person on the other end of the line to hear this? Oh well.

Let it out - tried to be nice, but firm at the same time:
"Just don't mess with me. I'll do it if it's required of me. Don't trick me into doing it. "

He was now fumbling with the phone - getting his fingers stuck in between the phone as he was feebly trying to close the flip cover. "Saya main-main je tu tadi" Yeah, like hell you were.

He apologized later. I'm glad things didn't get any messier. Feels good to let it out.

For those of you who keep things buried inside, trust me, it's like cancer. Turns you from Anakin to Darth in a few years time.

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

A warm welcome

Most people probably won't read my blog. Yet. I hope

I dunno if i'll post often.

If I do, i'll amaze myself. WOW.

Taking it step by step.